NEW song AGAIN… (just finished writing it tonight)
Switched it up A BIT today lol
My son walked in and instead of getting frustrated or overwhelmed, i just embraced the moment (his smile is TRULY Heaven on Earth)
That's what I've been TRYIN to do as of late… not get too caught up in the ups and downs regarding emotions or circumstances.
Just trying to STAY steady in Faith; KNOWING it's all divinely written and GOD WINS!
I've been really trying to be mindful about how material things or situations and circumstances should NOT sway my TRUE inner Peace or the Love and Grace granted to me daily by way of God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit.
It's just CRAZY: life is HARD (there is NO escaping that FACT)
and obviously it just gets harder when you TRY to do it the RIGHT way
(when you don't suppress or “numb” your feelings/thoughts/circumstances by way of SIN you end up having to ACTUALLY deal with them and processing them…)
it TRULY leads to more conversation and RELATIONSHIP with God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit
it had me THINKIN…. the world NEEDS more TRUTH
some days are NOT “perfect”
and it's ok for people to see that…
social media and the entertainment industry portray imagery of things being “amazing” or “perfect" or “glamorous”
“religious" “leaders" are just as guilty..
by NOT being TRANSPARENT with the roller coaster we are ALL on (called LIFE), we are discreetly being subconsciously manipulated
we are striving for something that is NOT attainable, because life IS hard and TRULY: that's ok
(that is what leads to GROWTH)
Like, take today for example:
I started getting teary eyed about how “hard” things SEEMED to be…
SOMETIMES it FEELS like I'm “constantly” experiencing setbacks (perceived)
i TRY to put things in motion or just continuously strive for things to better my family and something “always” gets in the way of what I THINK could be beneficial
like an hour later: I started to practice mindfulness and gratitude..
and then I again became teary eyed… BUT: this time it was regarding how thankful I was to experience being on the beach with my daughter this weekend and just to see her smile and make what will likely be a lasting memory
and then, after i finished recording and editing this song, I AGAIN got teary eyed lol…
this time just because my Soul felt SO soothed and just the realization that making music is WAY bigger than me or ANYTHING of this world
I love being able to make music and this time to include my son was nothing short of a BLESSING.
So ALL that being “said,” here is the song and a few photos to go along with it…
https://chronikkid.com/track/4372152/big-dreams-part-2
